Life is Beautiful Struggle.

 This year had been more than wonderful! Things have been looking up even in the hard times. The one thing that I have learned is that you have give your heart completely 100% to God. I came to point in my life where i layed down face to the floor crying out to God. Telling him that i never want to be the same way anymore. I told him how angry i was, i screamed at him i cried to him. I came to realize that its okay to yell at God, he wants us to be real in relationship. God does not want us to Fan of him and just say the Lords prayer and then move on with our day. He wants a RELATIONSHIP, just like you have with your friends. Where you tell them about your problems and they talk back. God yearns that from us, he wants us to be so close to God that we hear him though out the day. Every situation every move we make glorifies him and nobody else. I have learned that life is beautiful struggle and i have to keep working at it. When the rough gets hard, the rough gets down the its knees and prays. When the Good is going the good gets down on its knees. My biggest convection is praying when i am hurt and take it anymore. But in realty, we give it to him daily in the Good and bad, and we will live a peaceful life. My life is peaceful. I give him my heart daily and love him daily.